Saturday, December 12, 2009

"Changing"

Looking at the past, we can recall memories of our lives. Fun memories that makes us laugh, sad memories that makes us frown, stupid memories that makes us smile, and unforgettable mistakes that makes us realize we have to change for the better.

But change is not an overnight general overhaul, it means slow and gradual modifications of what we are and transform it into what we want to be, for the better or for the worse. Changing for the worse is easy to achieve while changing for the better is a very tough road to walk. Believe me, stumbles and failures will greet you along the way, but wallow not because if you pursue your goals you will get to where you want to be.

Changing a bad habit is very hard, for me I would be lying if I say that sex does'nt give me the gist anymore, it still do and maybe it will be for a few months or so. But slowly does it says the saying, slowly but surely. There is no need to rush, no need to run and no need to account for the time. Dont hasten to change or you will just end up bitter and foul.

Changes wont come for you, you should be the one who plans for it. It will take decades, if not a long time for change to occur. But changes will be changes that is the only constant thing on earth. Keep your eyes open for good oppurtunities that will help you uplift and catalyze your projects for change, I believe that in difficult times, chances always favor the prepared mind and the equipped of heart.

Change need not be extravagant, need not be expensive and need not be gallant. Remember that the best changes are those changes that will make you happy and this happiness will radiate to the people around you. Always change for the better, and through this we all can start living a life of positive changes.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Impulsive Fucker

So what's your impulse?Are you an impulsive shopper?Are you an impulsive gamer?Are you an impulsive gossiper or even an impulsive neighbor observer? We have different kind of careless and unnecessary action, needless to say, I am a picky yet impulsive fucker. I fuck girls and boys of all ages, of nearly all nationality. The only person I haven't fuck is human's distant relatives:the primates.

Call me dirty and call me sick, but before you do that think about the things you have done. Don't be such a hypocrite judging the people around you of their mistakes when you, yourself, is also a certified sinner, who undoubtedly loves to commit to your guilty pleasure too . Hey, we are all humans, and humans as we are we have our own short coming. Too bad for me, my short comings are far way shorter than yours. In personal I don't talk too much about myself, scared to be judged by the society which, like the normal days, control the way we think.

I used to take pride of myself as a relationship breaker, the third party, the de-virginizer. I am both gifted in mind and in sex, no other boys can understand the language of Albert Einstein and at the same time understands the kamasutra than me. Yes, I think everyone who have tried sex would agree with me, sex is fun, sex is pleasure and sex is that big "O" after the steamy actions.

I would be lying if I say, I can quit sex tonight, no I cant because a habit is hard to break, but slowly I am trying to let loose of that old addiction. If you are hit hard with a rock on the head you will realize that sex is not for recreation but for pro-creation. Sex is not just an activity of pleasure and desire but it is emotion in action.

The journey I have traveled was very long and the path was bounded with confusion, the road was dark and the way was cold. The only people who can understand me are those people who have walked the same path as I have. Sex, sex, sex! Nothing can give that sensation of pleasure than orgasmic pleasure. yes, what is there to hide? If you try it yourself I know you will agree.

But does my action justify me as a human being? Does my action define the real me? the answer is simple "NO" I am the human being who is a victim of corporal desires. Like you I am also misunderstood. So try to understand me, I am struggling to change my lifestyle.

So if you are the stereotypical "God"-fearing hypocrite who does nothing but judge and point finger, stop it it wont do any help. Your pointing of fingers, your scrutinies wont help it will just make things worse, so just shut your mouth and move on with your life.

The best way for people like me to change is not to be scrutinized but to be understood like human beings...because at the end of the day, it's not your judging that is counted, not the wealth you own but at the end of the day it's the number of people that you have helped that will sum into blessings of life.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Tell Me......

I am a of a perfect definition a human being, I am susceptible to temptation, I am prone to a surmountable amount of mistakes, and I am always open to criticism. Yes, I am the perfect definition of a stereotypical human. I am the sinner who never fails to commit a sin, I am a fool who loves to be fooled, I am the dark side of the moon, I am the subject of the joke, I am the daily topic of gossips, I am the beggar on the street, I am the poverty stricken man, I am the sick, I am the ugly and I have the capacity to do evil.

But then again, I am the perfect definition of human being, for behind my short comings, I am the vessel of hope. I am born with hands to care, a soul to understand and a mind to respect. For human beings may falter and will give into their most sinful desires, we also have the capacity to forgive. What has been done is done, let the past be a lesson and a foundation to what is ahead.

Do not see your past mistake as a curse and never treat its consequence as a punishment. Remember mistakes are like exams, there is a lesson to be learned. And the same mistake will happen again and again until you fully realize the lesson that it wants you to learn.

We are all created equal, yet we are born in many diverse way. It is done this manner because each of us, no matter how big or small we are in our society has a purpose to fulfill, right now I am starting my own long journey, and it all starts here in this little step. Slowly realizing,I have a purpose of living and that is to serve. We all have stories to tell, and I am willing to listen to your tales of heroism and defeat, without the stain of judgmental reactions, I just want to know the pages of your life, who knows you might be the rainbow that will end another person's tragic life.

So tell me, whats your story? remember that:
"To Human is to err, but to forgive is divine"....