Falling in love with someone (Part 1)

It is quite difficult to fall in love again and it is more difficult to prove your love, especially if you have a history of hitting then running. But when you meet this person which gives you butterflies in the stomach, all the madness in the world seems to stop and all the logic and rationalism seems to freeze with time. You simply cant help but to be with him all the moment. A date, a lunch,a dinner or just a simple conversation which feels like a momentary bliss which seems to halt time for a million decades but seems to pass by so swiftly like a half of a second. But that does not matter, because you feel like a human being around him no matter how many dozen punches, slaps and pinches you absorb from him it's okay because you know you make him feel happy and you can smile in his own little masochistic manners.

Yes, such is the curse of love you will crave for more until it will choke you to death. Like the little creatures in happy tree friends, it will wriggle out of you and then slice you to thin tidbits. But I will not mind and I will not feel bad about it since from the contemplation of love all seems to soften even the roaring heart of a dragon. Yes, he got me straight in the heart, like a hot water being mix with a hard ready to cook noodle. But there is more to love than making love they say, it is more of knowing each other and compromise with each other's failures and weaknesses, for in the this circus called love there is only one basic rule: to love and be loved in return, to confess your emotions and transform it into actions, to profess you heart and sacrifice it on your open hands without a fear of being hurt because you trust him to take care of it.

Love is not about being a slut neither it is about bitching around, it is not about lust, love is not about gaining benefits or about having a profitable income at the end but it is about sharing what you have and what he is willing to share. Neither of you has the right to gain or to loose because both of you does not move or breath or live as separate individuals but as a single entity working hand in hand as one.

Love too has the uncertainties, but these are challenges one needs to face for without it how can love grow? How will love mature without trials and tribulations? What matters is not upon the problem that you are facing but on how you face the problems and pave way to a solution that neither one of you will sacrifice to let go.

As for me Love is in the air and I am willing to risk the pointing fingers of the naive public, as for you what more can I say but I am willing to wait for that sweet "yes" from you.