Insomnia struck me again, as I browse through the local channels. I so happen to pass at a documentary by Kara David and her fellow research journalist. It was about taxi service, of young girls, boys and gays giving sex service to taxi drivers or to any customer. I was heart broken, to see young children willing to sell their body for money. What was more shocking was when a young gay prostitute at the age of 11 commented in an unclear manner:"mas limpyo man kuno ang mga bayot walay sakit, mga babae hugaw daw, kanang HIV bah..." as he innocently tapped his lips indicating blow jobs are safer
When he commented this I jaw dropped, I speculated that he have the false notion oral sex is safe.
What was more shocking was when I saw an 11 year old girl and an 11 year old gay prostitute in action of searching for what they call "prospects". I was heart broken. I could not imagine that I, a Cebuano citizen, have over passed to see this activity when in fact I myself also walk the nightly corners of the street to pass away my sleeplessness. As I walked through the ghastly corners of Capitol and Escario, as I stride through Junquera, filled with pimps, As I gazed along the robber infested streets of colon, the lively flea market in Jones and the unsleepy market of Carbon. I never expected that I these little children that plays the murderous lonely streets of the night was selling their body, I see them laugh, I see them jump and chase each other, I see them shout on the street as if the world is theirs. Yet behind their laughter is a sad face hidden. As the documentary goes on, every details of the story hit me like a hard stone. I said to myself:"This happens not because the government has no actions to stop this, but because people like me have allowed this to happen"
Children not at peace in their home, children of hungry mouths, children of poverty. At first i was so convinced that I have no power to change the already existing facts, but then again as I look at the mirror and imagined myself in their situation, it would be a hard struggle. These children are in a battle, and every night as they stroll on the street, waving for costumers, they never realize that they are slowly loosing the cruel war. I want to save them, I want to help them, I want them to be as children. I agree to what Kara David said , Sinulog is not just a celebration of Sto. Nino but it is a celebration showing how important little children are to God.
After the documentary, I quickly dressed myself up and walked through the lonely nights. And indeed it was true, little boys, girls and gays on the street waiting to be picked up. I stand there helpless, watching these little kids and worried. I just placed my hands inside my pockets hoping they wont be the next victims of the cruel and unfair business they are in, as i turned back to walk a long way home, I saw in front of me a little girl sleeping at the corner of the street, a taxi stopped in front of her, she woke up and quickly ran into the taxi. A few old men laugh at the side as they try to savor the last drop of the gin they are drinking, I looked them in thier eyes, and in my mind I hope they realize that what just happened is not a laughing matter.
for more information about the I-witness documentary by Kara David please watch the link below: (Taxi Serbis)
I watch this sad documentray, I already arranged them in order:
1. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bFEUz1pAWdA
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hc02TyyP9Qg&feature=related
3. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khRHDy4IODA&feature=related
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Saturday, December 12, 2009
"Changing"
Looking at the past, we can recall memories of our lives. Fun memories that makes us laugh, sad memories that makes us frown, stupid memories that makes us smile, and unforgettable mistakes that makes us realize we have to change for the better.
But change is not an overnight general overhaul, it means slow and gradual modifications of what we are and transform it into what we want to be, for the better or for the worse. Changing for the worse is easy to achieve while changing for the better is a very tough road to walk. Believe me, stumbles and failures will greet you along the way, but wallow not because if you pursue your goals you will get to where you want to be.
Changing a bad habit is very hard, for me I would be lying if I say that sex does'nt give me the gist anymore, it still do and maybe it will be for a few months or so. But slowly does it says the saying, slowly but surely. There is no need to rush, no need to run and no need to account for the time. Dont hasten to change or you will just end up bitter and foul.
Changes wont come for you, you should be the one who plans for it. It will take decades, if not a long time for change to occur. But changes will be changes that is the only constant thing on earth. Keep your eyes open for good oppurtunities that will help you uplift and catalyze your projects for change, I believe that in difficult times, chances always favor the prepared mind and the equipped of heart.
Change need not be extravagant, need not be expensive and need not be gallant. Remember that the best changes are those changes that will make you happy and this happiness will radiate to the people around you. Always change for the better, and through this we all can start living a life of positive changes.
But change is not an overnight general overhaul, it means slow and gradual modifications of what we are and transform it into what we want to be, for the better or for the worse. Changing for the worse is easy to achieve while changing for the better is a very tough road to walk. Believe me, stumbles and failures will greet you along the way, but wallow not because if you pursue your goals you will get to where you want to be.
Changing a bad habit is very hard, for me I would be lying if I say that sex does'nt give me the gist anymore, it still do and maybe it will be for a few months or so. But slowly does it says the saying, slowly but surely. There is no need to rush, no need to run and no need to account for the time. Dont hasten to change or you will just end up bitter and foul.
Changes wont come for you, you should be the one who plans for it. It will take decades, if not a long time for change to occur. But changes will be changes that is the only constant thing on earth. Keep your eyes open for good oppurtunities that will help you uplift and catalyze your projects for change, I believe that in difficult times, chances always favor the prepared mind and the equipped of heart.
Change need not be extravagant, need not be expensive and need not be gallant. Remember that the best changes are those changes that will make you happy and this happiness will radiate to the people around you. Always change for the better, and through this we all can start living a life of positive changes.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Impulsive Fucker
So what's your impulse?Are you an impulsive shopper?Are you an impulsive gamer?Are you an impulsive gossiper or even an impulsive neighbor observer? We have different kind of careless and unnecessary action, needless to say, I am a picky yet impulsive fucker. I fuck girls and boys of all ages, of nearly all nationality. The only person I haven't fuck is human's distant relatives:the primates.
Call me dirty and call me sick, but before you do that think about the things you have done. Don't be such a hypocrite judging the people around you of their mistakes when you, yourself, is also a certified sinner, who undoubtedly loves to commit to your guilty pleasure too . Hey, we are all humans, and humans as we are we have our own short coming. Too bad for me, my short comings are far way shorter than yours. In personal I don't talk too much about myself, scared to be judged by the society which, like the normal days, control the way we think.
I used to take pride of myself as a relationship breaker, the third party, the de-virginizer. I am both gifted in mind and in sex, no other boys can understand the language of Albert Einstein and at the same time understands the kamasutra than me. Yes, I think everyone who have tried sex would agree with me, sex is fun, sex is pleasure and sex is that big "O" after the steamy actions.
I would be lying if I say, I can quit sex tonight, no I cant because a habit is hard to break, but slowly I am trying to let loose of that old addiction. If you are hit hard with a rock on the head you will realize that sex is not for recreation but for pro-creation. Sex is not just an activity of pleasure and desire but it is emotion in action.
The journey I have traveled was very long and the path was bounded with confusion, the road was dark and the way was cold. The only people who can understand me are those people who have walked the same path as I have. Sex, sex, sex! Nothing can give that sensation of pleasure than orgasmic pleasure. yes, what is there to hide? If you try it yourself I know you will agree.
But does my action justify me as a human being? Does my action define the real me? the answer is simple "NO" I am the human being who is a victim of corporal desires. Like you I am also misunderstood. So try to understand me, I am struggling to change my lifestyle.
So if you are the stereotypical "God"-fearing hypocrite who does nothing but judge and point finger, stop it it wont do any help. Your pointing of fingers, your scrutinies wont help it will just make things worse, so just shut your mouth and move on with your life.
The best way for people like me to change is not to be scrutinized but to be understood like human beings...because at the end of the day, it's not your judging that is counted, not the wealth you own but at the end of the day it's the number of people that you have helped that will sum into blessings of life.
Call me dirty and call me sick, but before you do that think about the things you have done. Don't be such a hypocrite judging the people around you of their mistakes when you, yourself, is also a certified sinner, who undoubtedly loves to commit to your guilty pleasure too . Hey, we are all humans, and humans as we are we have our own short coming. Too bad for me, my short comings are far way shorter than yours. In personal I don't talk too much about myself, scared to be judged by the society which, like the normal days, control the way we think.
I used to take pride of myself as a relationship breaker, the third party, the de-virginizer. I am both gifted in mind and in sex, no other boys can understand the language of Albert Einstein and at the same time understands the kamasutra than me. Yes, I think everyone who have tried sex would agree with me, sex is fun, sex is pleasure and sex is that big "O" after the steamy actions.
I would be lying if I say, I can quit sex tonight, no I cant because a habit is hard to break, but slowly I am trying to let loose of that old addiction. If you are hit hard with a rock on the head you will realize that sex is not for recreation but for pro-creation. Sex is not just an activity of pleasure and desire but it is emotion in action.
The journey I have traveled was very long and the path was bounded with confusion, the road was dark and the way was cold. The only people who can understand me are those people who have walked the same path as I have. Sex, sex, sex! Nothing can give that sensation of pleasure than orgasmic pleasure. yes, what is there to hide? If you try it yourself I know you will agree.
But does my action justify me as a human being? Does my action define the real me? the answer is simple "NO" I am the human being who is a victim of corporal desires. Like you I am also misunderstood. So try to understand me, I am struggling to change my lifestyle.
So if you are the stereotypical "God"-fearing hypocrite who does nothing but judge and point finger, stop it it wont do any help. Your pointing of fingers, your scrutinies wont help it will just make things worse, so just shut your mouth and move on with your life.
The best way for people like me to change is not to be scrutinized but to be understood like human beings...because at the end of the day, it's not your judging that is counted, not the wealth you own but at the end of the day it's the number of people that you have helped that will sum into blessings of life.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Tell Me......
I am a of a perfect definition a human being, I am susceptible to temptation, I am prone to a surmountable amount of mistakes, and I am always open to criticism. Yes, I am the perfect definition of a stereotypical human. I am the sinner who never fails to commit a sin, I am a fool who loves to be fooled, I am the dark side of the moon, I am the subject of the joke, I am the daily topic of gossips, I am the beggar on the street, I am the poverty stricken man, I am the sick, I am the ugly and I have the capacity to do evil.
But then again, I am the perfect definition of human being, for behind my short comings, I am the vessel of hope. I am born with hands to care, a soul to understand and a mind to respect. For human beings may falter and will give into their most sinful desires, we also have the capacity to forgive. What has been done is done, let the past be a lesson and a foundation to what is ahead.
Do not see your past mistake as a curse and never treat its consequence as a punishment. Remember mistakes are like exams, there is a lesson to be learned. And the same mistake will happen again and again until you fully realize the lesson that it wants you to learn.
We are all created equal, yet we are born in many diverse way. It is done this manner because each of us, no matter how big or small we are in our society has a purpose to fulfill, right now I am starting my own long journey, and it all starts here in this little step. Slowly realizing,I have a purpose of living and that is to serve. We all have stories to tell, and I am willing to listen to your tales of heroism and defeat, without the stain of judgmental reactions, I just want to know the pages of your life, who knows you might be the rainbow that will end another person's tragic life.
So tell me, whats your story? remember that:
"To Human is to err, but to forgive is divine"....
But then again, I am the perfect definition of human being, for behind my short comings, I am the vessel of hope. I am born with hands to care, a soul to understand and a mind to respect. For human beings may falter and will give into their most sinful desires, we also have the capacity to forgive. What has been done is done, let the past be a lesson and a foundation to what is ahead.
Do not see your past mistake as a curse and never treat its consequence as a punishment. Remember mistakes are like exams, there is a lesson to be learned. And the same mistake will happen again and again until you fully realize the lesson that it wants you to learn.
We are all created equal, yet we are born in many diverse way. It is done this manner because each of us, no matter how big or small we are in our society has a purpose to fulfill, right now I am starting my own long journey, and it all starts here in this little step. Slowly realizing,I have a purpose of living and that is to serve. We all have stories to tell, and I am willing to listen to your tales of heroism and defeat, without the stain of judgmental reactions, I just want to know the pages of your life, who knows you might be the rainbow that will end another person's tragic life.
So tell me, whats your story? remember that:
"To Human is to err, but to forgive is divine"....
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